NEW YORK -- Before Olivia Wilde was a first-time feature director or the star of innumerable projects that she was told would make her the Next Big Thing, she was one more Hollywood newcomer looking for guidance. It was in this unsettled period when Wilde, then around 20, spotted Tilda Swinton at a Golden Globes party, sidled up to her ethereal, chameleonic heroine and awkwardly asked for advice.
If Wilde expected Hollywood to be an All About Eve-style combat zone where ingenues were worshipped and maturity was something to be feared, Swinton's counsel threw her for a loop. She told Wilde that with age came self-assuredness and clarity about one's identity. In her own work, Swinton said to her, "I can just be very specifically me."
It's an encounter that Wilde has been reflecting on for the past decade and a half, but its lesson, as she interprets it, is one she has come to understand only recently.
Forget the myth that actors have to cherish being young and will never know a better time in their lives or careers. As Wilde told me a few weeks ago, "It only gets more interesting when you're too old to play dumb."
Wilde has a resume rife with simmering, sexualized supporting roles on TV melodramas (The O.C., House, Vinyl) and in not-quite-blockbuster movies (Tron: Legacy, Cowboys & Aliens) -- often reflections of how others saw her rather than how she saw herself. But if she once believed it was her responsibility to embody "everyone's version of a perfect woman," she said she had learned, "I don't have to carry that."
Her new movie, Booksmart, would be special enough to her because it is her directorial debut, but Wilde said it held further value. "It is remarkable that I am 35 years old and this is the first job I've ever had that wasn't entirely dependent on and connected to my looks," she said. "It grosses me out to acknowledge it, but I've been thinking a lot about it."
Booksmart, at a quick glance, might not seem like the kind of film that would stir up defiant feelings. The movie is a bawdy, unapologetically raucous comedy about two studious friends (played by Beanie Feldstein and Kaitlyn Dever) trying to make the most of the last night before high school graduation.
Where many actors-turned-directors make debut movies that are eye-rollingly political or pretentious, Booksmart would love to be a latter-day Dazed and Confused or Ferris Bueller's Day Off -- a celebration of adolescence, from a decidedly female perspective. It is also, pointedly, a story about not evaluating people on their appearances.
ENTHUSIASTICALLY RECEIVED
The movie was received enthusiastically when it made its debut at South By Southwest in March. Variety wrote in its review, "Not since Superbad has a high school comedy so perfectly nailed how exhilarating it feels to act out at that age," adding, "In this year's class of first-time feature directors, Wilde handily earns the title of Most Likely to Succeed."
As with her Booksmart characters, Wilde is enjoying her own newfound freedom; she is realizing that Booksmart might finally be the movie that provides the filmmaking experience she has always wanted.
She isn't bidding farewell to her acting career or disavowing her past work, although she sees some of it in a new light. "Was it ever truly purely me," she asked herself, "or was it always something that was fraught with a sense of superficiality, of being judged from the outside in an external way? I don't know."
But with Booksmart, she said: "I was there only because of my brain and my heart. And the sense of fulfillment that comes from that is really massive. It's a profound shift for me."
On an April afternoon, Wilde was having lunch at a Brooklyn restaurant near the home she shares with her fiance, Jason Sudeikis, the Saturday Night Live alumus, and their children, Otis, 5, and Daisy, 2. The biggest dilemma facing her that day was whether to take Otis with her to a Beastie Boys stage show that night.
She spoke self-deprecatingly about her home life, describing herself and Sudeikis as people who "tend to build the parachute on the way out of the plane." The day Otis was born, she said, was "the most cliched New Yorker moment of my life -- I was in the hospital bed, texting my Realtor, 'I'm ready, give me Brooklyn, I want wide-open spaces.'"
Wilde, who chose her stage name as an homage to Oscar Wilde, grew up in a high-achieving household. She is the younger daughter of Andrew and Leslie Cockburn, the journalists, documentarians and socialites whose book One Point Safe was the basis for the 1997 thriller The Peacemaker. (Christopher Hitchens, a family friend, wrote that when Olivia was younger, he served as the "occasional supervisor of bedtime stories and suitable viewing fare" for her and her siblings.)
SEEMINGLY CAREFREE
As a teenager, Wilde attended Phillips Academy, the elite boarding school in Andover, Mass., and she was fascinated by the seemingly carefree, liberated teenagers she saw in films such as Clueless and Fast Times at Ridgemont High.
Wilde was quickly absorbed into Hollywood's bloodstream in the early 2000s: first, on the short-lived Fox drama Skin, playing the daughter of a pornography mogul, then on The O.C., as a bisexual bad girl who dated the show's male and female leads. You could wave those roles off as cookie-cutter, eye candy, but Wilde sees them as important steppingstones.
"I used to dismiss The O.C..," she said. "I'd be like, 'I did a teen soap -- what an embarrassment.' And now I think, ah, that was really formative and I'm lucky I got to do that."
She is sanguine, too, about the string of misbegotten movie roles she was assured would propel her to a higher tier of stardom. Before the 2010 release of Tron: Legacy, the sci-fi adventure that cast her as a cat-suited digital warrior, Wilde said, "everybody was like, 'Are you ready for this?'"
"I had security experts saying I was going to have to put protective steel shields on my windows," she added. "And of course that didn't happen."
It didn't happen, either, with Cowboys & Aliens, which just happened to see her emerge naked from a funeral pyre, or Rush or The Incredible Burt Wonderstone, or Vinyl, a one-season HBO dud in which Wilde played a former model-actress whose character arc again somehow called for nude scenes.
When she looked back on these projects, Wilde was upbeat rather than heartbroken. "I somehow developed a solid core of confidence that has allowed me to weather the storms of almost everything not working out," she said. She likened the experiences to dating, adding: "None of this is commitment. This is me learning, and then realizing, I know what I want to do with it."
CATEGORIZED FOR HER LOOKS
Yet, without quite pointing to specific instances or past collaborators, Wilde said she had faced enough examples of being categorized for her looks -- and the expectation that she could play only certain types of sexualized or available characters because of them -- that it had caused her to question her talents and accomplishments.
"Have I ever felt exploited?" she said, a tone of resignation slipping into her voice for the first time in the conversation. "Yeah. Do I realize that I'd become numb to that? Yes. I had become numb to the fact that every meeting I went on -- with men and women, by the way -- I was going to be judged on my physical appearance. Because that's what actors deal with, and man, it's exhausting."
In recent years, Wilde has been building a portfolio as a director -- an area, she said, where "my value had nothing to do with my looks" -- making music videos for the Red Hot Chili Peppers and Edward Sharpe & the Magnetic Zeros, and a short film for Glamour magazine. She produced documentaries as well as fictional features in which she also starred, like the Joe Swanberg comedy Drinking Buddies.
Spike Jonze, who cast Wilde in a small role in his 2013 techno-romance Her, remembered her for an innate curiosity that is fundamental to filmmaking.
"She's very unprecious," Jonze said. "She came in with no insecurity or ego to deal with. It was just, 'OK, what do you want me to do?' She's driven, really, by an excitement to make things and to learn, and to try things she doesn't know how to do."
A LASTING IMPRESSION
Wilde also made a lasting impression on Jessica Elbaum, the president of Gloria Sanchez Productions, when they produced a Comedy Central TV project together.
Elbaum was also helping produce Booksmart, which had been acquired by Annapurna Pictures, the independent studio behind Vice and If Beale Street Could Talk. The original Booksmart screenplay, by Emily Halpern and Sarah Haskins, had received a rewrite from Susanna Fogel, but the project had stalled and needed fresh eyes.
Elbaum, whose company focuses on female-led films, encouraged Wilde to pitch herself as the film's director. "I just had this feeling, not really based on anything other than my gut," Elbaum said.
Wilde read the script and felt an affinity for it, believing she could turn Booksmart into "a generational anthem -- something that would help people find the joy and fun of growing up."
She added: "To be young must be so hard right now. They cannot just focus on being young."
In her proposal to Annapurna executives, Wilde framed Booksmart as "the Training Day of high school comedies," meaning a story with high stakes for its main characters. "Could there be anything more terrifying than feeling like your entire existence is resting upon academic success and social standing?" she said. "At the time, it feels like life and death."
That approach connected with Megan Ellison, the Annapurna founder, and its president of film then, Chelsea Barnard, who gave Wilde the assignment. (Barnard has since left the studio.)
Ellison said in an email that Wilde's perspective "immediately resonated with me, and I knew the story was hers to tell." She added, "High school coming-of-age movies have been done so many times, so it didn't feel worth it to us to make the film unless it felt authentic, exciting and fresh."
Elbaum, the Gloria Sanchez president, said that having female gatekeepers in decision-making positions was "a million percent" responsible for Wilde landing the job. "It was all female-led and women wanting to support women and be there for women," she said. "I really do think that made all the difference."
SET ASIDE THEIR PREJUDICES
Wilde then hired screenwriter Katie Silberman to make further revisions, add characters and underscore the theme that as much as the lead characters want to be seen for who they are, they must also set aside their prejudices about the classmates they reject out of hand.
The film was shot last year in just 26 days, requiring Wilde to draw on the moviemaking strategies she had learned from her past directors. (Taking a cue from Martin Scorsese on Vinyl, she required her actors to have all their lines memorized before they arrived on set.)
Booksmart also afforded opportunities for Wilde to right the wrongs she had experienced on other projects and run the kind of protective, nurturing film set she'd always wanted.
A directorial follow-up seems all but certain for Wilde, although neither she nor her Booksmart partners have found it yet. Whether it's another comedy, a drama or something else entirely, Elbaum said: "I'm desperately trying to find it. I literally send her everything that comes across my desk."
Wilde said she remained committed to acting, even more so now that she has been on the other side of the camera. "Acting is catharsis," she said. "It's therapy. It only gets better when you're not doing it out of necessity."
For now, Wilde is savoring the Booksmart experience and feeling as if she has finally lived up to the potential that others saw in her. Recalling another formative celebrity encounter, she talked about meeting Steven Spielberg at an event for The Peacemaker and telling him she also wanted to make movies.
Some time later, Wilde received a note from Spielberg that read: "If you wanna be a doctor, look before you leap. If you wanna be in show business, leap before you look."
Wilde had the note framed and keeps it in her office. "I want to tell him I took that leap," she said.
MovieStyle on 05/24/2019